The Day After..

my 32nd birthday, it has come and gone. Now I understand completely when you hear people say it's just another day, that is exactly what it felt like.

All day I sent and received emails from some very inconsiderate individuals that I'm volunteering for. So that pretty much shot my nerves all to hell yesterday and today. I'm trying awful hard to get over it, but I can't. I'm not a quitter, but I really want to be one. It's not an easy decision to make. I can't just think about the kids when I feel so angry with myself for signing up in the first place. My own child is involved in this, yet I still have so much anger towards following through. I've hardly eaten today, it just upsets my stomach. Will I get over it with time? Probably. Will I be able to be positive enough when volunteering? That's what I'm not sure about. Can I keep my mouth shut when I need too? Probably not.

So I'm stuck to decide on my own what the best thing is to do, for the kids, for my stress level...

To be continued...